Wednesday, July 13, 2005
glassshattered...im like living in a world that is so fragile and anything mite shatter any moment like a big piece of glass.i have nv been so unsure of life.at least nv been so lost or confused about my social circle.there are definitely people [thanks hoho, yew, soh and lai.] whom i can count on but there is so much more [
you] that i cant.
tryinghardtoescapefromitall...life seems unfalteringly freaky at times. i wonder whether its our choice that makes us feel the worst at times.bleagh.i duno wad to sae.
copingwiththeloss...i apologise for wad i did.im not the person u seem to think i am.u DUN understand me AT ALL.so i guess there's no point in trying to make u understand.i haf been hiding behind this facade for 7 mths and counting.i guess i finally blown my top.i guess people mite say this is not surprising of me.this is the REAL me.take it or leave it.
whatever.im happy wif my friends and i truly thank them for always being there for me.especially the mongmongs.and my bestest best pal, jing the nut.((:thanks.and definitely the lamey and lameo princess.yayy.and melly welly.[not wally.im sorry.] THANKS SO MUCH!love ya bunches of grapes.:)
`nows the time to face the truth.((:
::zhixinLOVESyou.